na2 de2 qi3 jiu4 fang4 de2 xia4.
&looking forward to a happy ending
Friday, July 10, 2009
and the greatest thing of all, is trust.
na2 de2 qi3 jiu4 fang4 de2 xia4.
na2 de2 qi3 jiu4 fang4 de2 xia4.
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
i really don't understand the problem. HKU reufuses to give me an unconditional offer on the grounds that i did not take H1 Chinese in my Alvls. despite me telling them that passing my higher chi for Olvls exempts me from doing so. so what? now they insist that i go take H1 Chi this year? HAHA. oh wells. luckily i'm not banking on getting into their school.
life's been fun. many outings and stuff going on. CSC camp (Ethelonter) was a blast last week. ELPIS! it was a different sort of experience from biz camp all together. less intense since there was more free time but definitely more physically and mentally exhausting. and i do not regret choosing to go even though cws pulled out. i'm usually not that outspoken like seriously though nobody believes me. but circumstances pushed me up to the challenge. and i'm really glad i went.
later is rag and then fb trg with team bizad. wows, its been ages since i touched my stick. still need to buy another grip later caz mine stinks from nationals last year. haha. it's been exactly ONE YEAR. one year since i played a proper game, since i sweated it all out and gave it my all and since i played with my team. i miss those times in nj floorball.
not to mention that i hvnt been to work for the pass 2-3 weeks. next week it's work again and i'm finally going to resign.
it's tough. and i'm trying. i feel as if i just went back to j1. maybe it's worse. caz i hardly see u anymore. everything feels so different now. we're leading separate lives. and constantly on each others' backs. like i am always doing the wrong thing. why the disapproval? i dun understd wads wrong. TELL ME WADS WRONG. please. it hurts real bad.
life's been fun. many outings and stuff going on. CSC camp (Ethelonter) was a blast last week. ELPIS! it was a different sort of experience from biz camp all together. less intense since there was more free time but definitely more physically and mentally exhausting. and i do not regret choosing to go even though cws pulled out. i'm usually not that outspoken like seriously though nobody believes me. but circumstances pushed me up to the challenge. and i'm really glad i went.
later is rag and then fb trg with team bizad. wows, its been ages since i touched my stick. still need to buy another grip later caz mine stinks from nationals last year. haha. it's been exactly ONE YEAR. one year since i played a proper game, since i sweated it all out and gave it my all and since i played with my team. i miss those times in nj floorball.
not to mention that i hvnt been to work for the pass 2-3 weeks. next week it's work again and i'm finally going to resign.
it's tough. and i'm trying. i feel as if i just went back to j1. maybe it's worse. caz i hardly see u anymore. everything feels so different now. we're leading separate lives. and constantly on each others' backs. like i am always doing the wrong thing. why the disapproval? i dun understd wads wrong. TELL ME WADS WRONG. please. it hurts real bad.
&looking forward to a happy ending
Monday, July 06, 2009
I HATE IT HATE IT HATE HATE IT.
WHY IS EVERYTHIGN CLASHING WITH EVERYTHING?!?!?!?
AHHH
WHY IS EVERYTHIGN CLASHING WITH EVERYTHING?!?!?!?
AHHH
&looking forward to a happy ending
Saturday, June 27, 2009
nus biz campdavyjones(:
this is the gang of people i've been spending my pass week with. (with some missing)
for some weird reason, i can't find a single photo of the whole og on facebook amongst the 800+ photos from us even though we took so many group fotos.
biz camp was a blast and the idea of school starting doesn't seem so daunting after all. (:
i'm extremely exhausted. from camp and going out these few days.
finally, i get to sleep in on a gloomy sunday morning before another tiring week ahead.
one sunny friday morning with my besties is sufficient to make me realise how much i've missed them. and how much they mean to me. sec1&2 was so looonnnng ago but these are the people who have stuck by me all the while. i can't wait for our shopping trip next next week(:
nxt week: csc camp(if ws is gg) and work.
for some weird reason, i can't find a single photo of the whole og on facebook amongst the 800+ photos from us even though we took so many group fotos.
biz camp was a blast and the idea of school starting doesn't seem so daunting after all. (:
i'm extremely exhausted. from camp and going out these few days.
finally, i get to sleep in on a gloomy sunday morning before another tiring week ahead.
one sunny friday morning with my besties is sufficient to make me realise how much i've missed them. and how much they mean to me. sec1&2 was so looonnnng ago but these are the people who have stuck by me all the while. i can't wait for our shopping trip next next week(:
nxt week: csc camp(if ws is gg) and work.
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it has been 6 months since you went in. the gap between our paths seem to get bigger esp with uni starting soon. it's really tough but i'm holding on tight.
for a few hours a week, it feels just like the good old times.
i still love you so so much.
&looking forward to a happy ending
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
biz camp was a definitely a blast. but i'm extremely exhausted.
i'll upload a few photos and blog about it when i get my hands on them.
now its back to work again. zzzz. a few more weeks.
perservere!
i'll upload a few photos and blog about it when i get my hands on them.
now its back to work again. zzzz. a few more weeks.
perservere!
&looking forward to a happy ending
Thursday, June 18, 2009
and i hope it won't be so difficult this time round.. it was tough initially at i_ras. but i thank God for giving me a great group of colleagues, some of whom have definitely grown to become my friends.
part of me is dreading it. and the other part is looking forward for it to come..
life is so unpredictable.
my colleague just borrowed my math notes the other day. while digging out my math and chem notes for them, i sat there and started flipping through all my notes. i miss the mugging days. i miss mugging at the oasis with friends. i esp miss writing econs essays and knowing that its one essay well done. i miss my chem notes and figuring out those gigantic-ly complicated molecues. i miss solving math sums and getting pissed off caz i duno how to operate the GC.... wads over is over.
another loongg day tmr. well, at least there's the movie to look foward to(:
time to chill.
part of me is dreading it. and the other part is looking forward for it to come..
life is so unpredictable.
my colleague just borrowed my math notes the other day. while digging out my math and chem notes for them, i sat there and started flipping through all my notes. i miss the mugging days. i miss mugging at the oasis with friends. i esp miss writing econs essays and knowing that its one essay well done. i miss my chem notes and figuring out those gigantic-ly complicated molecues. i miss solving math sums and getting pissed off caz i duno how to operate the GC.... wads over is over.
another loongg day tmr. well, at least there's the movie to look foward to(:
time to chill.
&looking forward to a happy ending
Saturday, June 06, 2009
3 years wasn't an easy journey. but i've never regret putting in my heart into this.
i treasure the laughter and sweetness you've brought to me. and aso the tears and disappointment.
to begin with,
love was never easy.
and never meant to be a one way street.
irreplaceable.
and i hope the jourey never ends.
i treasure the laughter and sweetness you've brought to me. and aso the tears and disappointment.
to begin with,
love was never easy.
and never meant to be a one way street.
irreplaceable.
and i hope the jourey never ends.
&looking forward to a happy ending